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  Love Like Hallelujah

  Also by Lutishia Lovely

  Sex in the Sanctuary

  A Preacher’s Passion

  Heaven Right Here

  Published by Kensington Publishing Corporation

  Love Like Hallelujah

  LUTISHIA LOVELY

  KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

  http://www.kensingtonbooks.com

  This book is dedicated to all the readers who choose

  to look at the love in their lives;

  from family, friends, lovers, strangers,

  Spirit…and rejoice!

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  With Gratitude…

  The dictionary defines gratitude as being grateful, thankful, appreciative. I define gratitude as pure joy, because that’s what I feel when I think of all the people who, in one way or another, helped this story get told.

  Of course, a shout out to family: Mama, Daddy…everybody! And to friends who said, “Girl, I can’t wait to read the sequel.” Kai, Fadzo, Sherri, my sister Cella, and all the Sex in the Sanctuary readers who contacted me about this book’s release. Here it is, y’all!

  To my Kensington/Dafina family: Selena James, you are a writer’s dream as an editor and, job aside, a wonderful person. For your spirit, positive energy, smiling personality and priceless editing…thanks. To everyone I met while in New York attending BEA—how great was that, huh? Hillary, Jessica, Adeola, Mercedes, Joan, everyone in sales. Wal-Mart reps, and the Zacharius family…you’re the best! To Kristine Mills-Noble for another stunning cover design, and to Superstock for the delicious photography. Also to the people at Kensington I didn’t meet, who I don’t know, but who helped turn this “possible” to “actual”…thank you.

  To the fellow Dafina writers I’ve met and whose works I’ve either already enjoyed or look forward to reading in the future: Paula Chase (I’m not getting it twisted!), Mary B. Morrison, Mary Monroe, Daaimah S. Poole, Gwynne Forster, San Culberson, Pat G’Orge-Walker, and Angie Daniels. Actually to all writers everywhere…it is an honor to be counted among you.

  To my wonder-woman agent and friend, Natasha Kern. What a gem I found in you, Janice, and everyone at the agency. Here’s to years as a successful team…l’chaim!

  To all the fabulous readers; we writers are nothing without you. Much love to book clubs, both in-person and on-line: you guys hold it down! Clubs like CushCity (hey Gwen!), MosaicBooks, Rawsistaz (what up Tee C?!), Sistahs Sippin’ Tea, APOOO, People Who Love Good Books, Baton Rouge Barnes & Noble Urban Fiction Book Club (headed by fellow writer Naiomi Pitre…shout out!), and every single book club on the planet. Nothin’ but love for you guys! Also to libraries everywhere and the readers who use them…muchas gracias!

  To friends who I presently or in the past have shared lessons in love, and/or hallelujah good times: Evan (I don’t know…but I’m gon’ sho’ find out!), Holly, Charmaine, Ladymac, Carla, Ava, brothah-man, Lightfoot, and his “hallelujah,” Debbie.

  To Nabil Issa, a brilliant contributor to the earth’s positive vibration. Much success with your book, Untapped. It’s time for the world to “get tapped” baby!

  As always, to Spirit, with whom I have the continuous, illustrious pleasure to co-create; with every fiber of my being…merci beaucoup.

  Contents

  1. Remember to Forget

  2. God, Always with You…

  3. From Dreams to Reality

  4. That’s What Friends Are For

  5. Tootie Says Hi

  6. Mercy…Peace…Love…

  7. It’s Still Good

  8. Big Booty Tootie

  9. Worth the Wait

  10. The Sanctity of Sisterhood

  11. One Way or Another

  12. Open Arms

  13. Personal Matters

  14. Compromising Situations

  15. Precious Lord…

  16. The Man of Her Dreams

  17. The Past Is Back

  18. Manly Men

  19. Just Bring You

  20. Chocolate Cake, Anyone?

  21. In the Name of Jesus

  22. A Pentecostal Handshake

  23. Mama’s Got a Feelin’…

  24. Air for Breathing

  25. Enjoy Your Time at Kingdom Citizens

  26. My Man’s Bone

  27. Pastor Jack

  28. Strictly Business

  29. What’s Done in Darkness…

  30. To Friendship…

  31. No Mountain We Can’t Climb

  32. Looking for Love

  33. Game On

  34. No Place Like Home

  35. Good Night, Theodore

  36. One Big Mess

  37. Wait on God

  38. The Truth Is the Light

  39. A Father’s Pride

  40. Satisfied

  41. Divine Daughters

  42. God’s Work

  43. Hallelujah

  1

  Remember to Forget

  Cy moved with calm precision, feeling perfectly at home among Victoria’s Secret’s wispy feminine apparel. Not the most traditional gift to give his soon-to-be wife, but Cy couldn’t think of anything he’d rather see her in than a silky negligee, except her bare skin. He knew her body would show off to perfection the diamond necklace he’d just purchased at Tiffany’s, and he wanted a delicious piece of lingerie to complement the eight-carat teardrop. He couldn’t help but smile as he fingered the delicate fabrics of silk, satin, and lace, unmindful of the not-so-covert glances female shoppers slid his way. It hardly mattered. His fiancée, Hope Serenity Jones, had captured Cy’s attention from the moment she’d appeared at the back entrance of Mount Zion Progressive Baptist Church, a piece of sanctified eye candy wrapped in a shimmering gold designer suit.

  Female admirers ogled Cy as he continued his deliberate perusal. He stopped at a hanging negligee, red and pink flowers against a satiny white background. The top had thin spaghetti straps that held up a transparent gown hitting midthigh. The thong had an intricately designed rose vine for the string, a trail he would happily follow once it was on Hope, first with his fingers, then with his tongue….

  A perky, twenty-something salesclerk came over with a knowing smile. “Are roses your favorite flower?” she asked flirting.

  “They could become my favorite,” Cy countered easily, “if worn on the right person.”

  “That’s a very popular design,” the salesperson offered, encouraging the purchase.

  “I’ll take it,” Cy said, as he casually handed the lingerie to her.

  “Will this be all?” she asked, unconsciously moving closer to the live Adonis who had walked into the store and (blessings abound!) into her area.

  “No, but I’ll keep shopping on my own,” Cy murmured as he eyed something on the other side of the store. The salesperson followed without thought. “I’ll let you know if I need any help,” he said with emphasis.

  “No problem, I’m here if you need me.” The salesclerk turned around, a look of regret barely concealed behind her cheery smile. Cy was oblivious to the wistful stares his six-foot-two frame elicited from the saleswoman and other shoppers. His naturally curly jet black hair may have been hidden under a Lakers cap, but his raw sexuality was in plain sight. He had no idea that his sparkling white smile lit up the room like the noonday sun or that the dimple that flashed at the side of his grin was like a finger beckoning women closer.

  Cy picked up a bra and panty set that had Hope’s name written all over it. It was a soft, lacy, yellow number. The panty was designed like a pair of shorts—very short shorts—and Cy reacted physically as he thought of Hope’s bubble booty filling them out. He quickly added this set to the black and beige more traditional sets he’d selected earlier.<
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  While making his way to the perfume counter, another outfit caught his eye—the perfect backdrop for the diamond pendant. It was a lavender-colored sheer nightgown with matching floor-length jacket. The beauty was in its simplicity, and he smiled again as he thought of how Hope would look wearing this purple paradise. He held it up and closed his eyes, mentally picturing her ebony splendor wrapped luxuriously inside the soft material rubbing against her silken skin as he kissed her sweet lips.

  Cy felt the presence of someone behind him. Figuring it was the attentive saleswoman, he turned to apologize for taking so long to make his decisions, and for the growing pile of lingerie she’d collected on his behalf. The smile died on his lips, however, as did the clever banter he’d thought to deliver as he completed the turn and stared into the eyes of the person he’d most like to remember to forget…Millicent Sims.

  Or so he thought, initially. The woman could have been Millicent’s twin sister; that’s how much alike they looked. But after the initial shock subsided, Cy realized it wasn’t her. The eyes were similar, but this woman’s nose and lips were larger. Her face was a bit fuller, the cheekbones less prominent. One thing was definitely the same though; the woman looked at him as if he were a chicken nugget and she the dipping sauce. He quickly excused himself and went around her, making a beeline for the cash register. A close encounter of the Millicent kind had cooled his shopping frenzy.

  Moments later, he closed the rear door of his newly purchased BMW SUV. It had been hard to get him out of his Azure, but looking back it hadn’t made sense for a Bentley to be his main driving vehicle. As the salesman had promised, Cy found the BMW to be a perfect ride for jetting around the city. He fired up the engine, hit the CD button, and zoomed out of the parking lot. The sounds of Luther Vandross’s greatest hits, redone to perfection in snazzy jazz styles as a tribute to his memory, oozed out of the stereo. Cy bobbed his head as Mindi Abair got ridiculous with her alto sax version of “Stop to Love.” As he crossed lanes and merged onto the 405 Interstate, his thoughts drifted back to Millicent. His heart had nearly stopped when he thought he saw her; it had been a while since she’d crossed his mind. He wondered how she was doing, where she was. Even after “the incident,” he wished her well.

  The incident. It had been a while since he’d thought about that, too. But seeing Millicent’s near twin in Victoria’s Secret had brought the memories back with a vengeance. That crazy Sunday when out of the blue, and in the middle of a regular church service, Millicent had wafted down the aisle in full wedding regalia. It had shocked everyone in the sanctuary, him most of all.

  Cy had had months to replay those events in his mind, and they’d mellowed with time. Now, he thought about the Millicent Sims he knew before she’d lost her mind that Sunday morning. He remembered the way he felt when he first saw her, tall and regal with beautiful hair, flawless skin, legs forever, and a smile that made his heart skip a beat. He’d quickly asked her out, knowing those fine looks would test the limits of his celibacy vow. But it hadn’t taken him long to realize that aside from good looks and Kingdom Citizens Christian Center, they had little in common. He also quickly felt Millicent’s desire to take their relationship to another level, one of the physical kind. Though sorely tempted, he did the right thing and broke it off with her after a couple months. Now, however, he wondered what it would have been like to have those long legs wrapped around him, his dick tapping that flawless skin. His manhood jumped in response to these thoughts, the smaller head seconding the bigger head’s thoughts.

  As Cy exited the 90 Freeway into Marina Del Rey, Millicent’s words from that fateful day of their last encounter drifted through the melodies of Rick Braun’s rendition of “Dance With My Father.” He could hear them as loudly as if they were actually being spoken: Come! It is our time…. Cy’s dick went limp.

  A horn honked. The red light he’d reached had turned green. Cy floored the gas pedal as if trying to outrun the memories of Millicent from that Sunday and his wandering sexual thoughts just now. He thought of Hope, physically different from Millicent yet beautiful both inside and out. His dick jumped again. He massaged it mindlessly, even as he once again tried to divert his thoughts and calm “Mr. Man” down. Man, sleeping next to my baby is gonna be hard tonight!

  As Cy turned into his garage, he smiled. A yellow MG sat parked in the stall next to his. Hope. What an appropriate name she’d been given, because hope was exactly what she’d given him. Hope that he could have the love he’d always envisioned, that he’d seen his parents experience. Hope that he could find someone both spiritual and sexy, who could love God like an angel and love him like a courtesan. He now had no doubt that that was exactly what he had in the chocolate pudding waiting upstairs for him. They’d agreed to remain celibate until their wedding took place, but that hadn’t prevented them from getting to know each other. He hadn’t played the piano, but he’d definitely stroked the keys.

  Cy turned the key and activated the elevator to the penthouse floor. Humming to himself, he looked at the lingerie packet and Tiffany box he’d concealed in a plain brown bag. He wanted to see her in something different every night of their honeymoon, before he saw her in nothing but his arms.

  The house was quiet as he went inside. “Hey, baby,” he called out, noting the silence of the almost always playing stereo. He entered the large open space that was the living, dining, and den area. No Hope. He continued to the kitchen, where he saw the note as soon as he turned the corner:

  Hey, Baby, tried to reach you on your cell. I’m with Frieda. Hollah.

  Love you, Hope.

  He set down the packages, pulled the cell phone from his briefcase, and noted a couple of missed calls. Belatedly, he remembered how poor the cell phone reception was in some of the mall stores. Smiling, he hid Hope’s honeymoon package in the closet and decided to fix a protein drink before calling his baby. Yes, Hope was the woman he wanted to be thinking about, the one he wanted on his mind. He hoped Millicent was happy, but she was his past. The woman occupying number one on his speed dial was his future.

  2

  God, Always with You…

  “Look, you know yo ass can’t wait to get some dickage. God created the bone, ain’t nothin’ wrong with saying you want to handle the meat for a minute, damn!”

  “Frieda, you have no sense.” Hope laughed as she entered her cousin’s newly decorated apartment near Baldwin Hills, an area of Los Angeles that at one time boasted the city’s most affluent Black residents. A month after Hope had relocated from Kansas City, she’d suggested to Frieda that she do the same. One visit was all it had taken. One trip to Magic Johnson’s theater followed by a stroll through the mall next door and Frieda had agreed that LA was her kind of place. “Umm…thirty-two flavors, just like Baskin-Robbins,” she had commented after seeing the plentiful, multicultural, multiethnic mix of testosterone who shopped there.

  Hope couldn’t have been happier. There had not been a moment’s hesitation when Cy had asked her to move in with him shortly after he proposed, but after a couple of weeks she realized that a big city with millions of people could get lonely, especially with Cy’s business and church commitments. When Frieda had called from Kansas City and told her she’d given notice at her job, and to the latest nucka she was seeing, Hope had started things rolling on her end. She’d liquidated one of her “rainy day” CDs so that Frieda could get a place and have rent for a couple months until she got situated. She’d helped Frieda pay for the U-Haul to move her furniture from Kansas City, and they’d had a ball going around to estate sales and swap meets to replace the things Frieda left behind.

  It had been a great move for both of them. Frieda had quickly landed a secretarial job and within a month knew her way around LA enough to outrun the fool she’d turned on and then tuned out at a club three weeks after she’d arrived. It was no surprise to Hope that Frieda brought the drama with her. It was her middle name and, Hope guessed, just the way she liked it.

 
“So, is it good, girl? Fine as his ass is, he better be able to f—”

  “We didn’t do it yet,” Hope interrupted. “How many times do I have to tell you that we’re waiting until the wedding night?”

  “Girl…tell that lie to somebody who’ll believe you. Ain’t no way you got that lying in bed with you at night and you ain’t hittin’ it. Ain’t…no…way.”

  “Whatever, Frieda. Where do you want me to put these?” Hope had never seen any of Frieda’s places look this good and didn’t want to junk it up with their latest purchases.

  “Put ’em anywhere, and stop trying to change the subject. You think I tell you all my business and ain’t gonna get into yours? Think again, sistah!”

  Hope sighed and shook her head as she placed the bags on Frieda’s bar counter. Was last night’s good time written all over her face? “Okay, we have fooled around, a little bit.”

  “That’s what I’m talkin’ ’bout, baby. Be real with a sistah. I know’d yo ass wasn’t gonna be able to leave that alone.” Frieda whooped as she plopped down on the couch. “C’mon in here, girl, and spill it…spill it!”

  Knowing her cousin wouldn’t let the subject rest, Hope plopped down beside her. “Well, we haven’t had actual intercourse but we’ve, you know, checked each other out.”

  “Is he big, girl? You know sometimes those pretty boys carry pistols instead of shotguns.” Frieda was all ears.

  Hope paused. “He’s perfect. Not too big, not too little. He’s just right.” She hid a smile, embarrassed yet happy to be sharing her joy with someone else. “And it feels good, nice and thick. It’s been so long since I’d seen one, that at first I didn’t know whether to touch it, suck it, or frame it!”